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Γ​ᐱ​ᕈ T​Γ​ᐱ​Ͻ​Ͻ !1​-​009​.​wav // staring at pets in the rain [DEMO]

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Γᐱᕈ TΓᐱϽϽ !1-009.wav:

ｎｏｔ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ａｎｙｔｈｉｎｇ．
ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｔｒａｃｃ　ｉ　ｗｒｏｔｅ　ｉｎ　ａ　ｂｒａｉｎｓｔｏｒｍ　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔ　ｉｔ＇ｄ　ｓｅｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｏｎｅ　ｆｏｒ　ｗｈａｔｅｖｅｒ　ｄｅｍｏ　ｉｓ　ｔｏ　ｃｏｍｅ．
ｕｓｅｄ　ａ　ｓｔｅｖｅｎ　ｕｎｉｖｅｒｓｅ　ｅｐｉｓｏｄｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｍｅｓｓｅｄ　ｍｅ　ｕｐ　ａｓ　ａ　ｓａｍｐｌｅ　ｏｖｅｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｏｐ．

staring at pets in the rain:

ｉ　ｈａｔｅ　ｍｙ　ｖｏｉｃｅ，ｉ　ｈａｔｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｗａｙ　ｉ　ｓａｙ　ｔｈｉｎｇｓ，ｔｈｅ　ｗａｙ　ｗｏｒｄs　ｃｏｍｅ　ｏｕｔ　ｍｙ　ｍｏｕｔｈ．
ｉn　ｔｈａｔ　ｗｈａｔ　ｉ　ｓａｙ　ｉｓ　ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｅｘａｃｔｌｙ　ｗｈａｔ　ｉｍ　ｔｈｉｎｋｉｎｇ　
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　ｆｏｒ　ｌａｃｋ　ｏｆ　ａ　ｂｅｔｔｅｒ　ｗｏｒｄ　ｏｒ　ｆｏｒ　ｌａｃｋ　ｏｆ　ａ．ｐｅｒｓｏｎ　ｔｏ　ｓａｙ　ｉｔ　ｔｏ．
ｍａｙｂｅ　ｉｆ　ｉ　ｃｏｕｌｄ　ａｒｔｉｃｕｌａｔｅ　ｂｅｔｔｅｒ，　ｍｙ　ｒｅｌａｔｉｏｎｓｈｉｐ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｍｙ　ｆａｍｉｌｙ． ｗｏｕｌｄｎｔ　ｂｅ　ｓｏ．ｆｕｃｋｗｄ．．．
ｍａｙｂｅ．

ａｎｙｗａｙ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｔｒａｃｃ　ｉｓ　ａ　ｒｅｆｌｅｃｔｉｏｎ　ａｌｌ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｈｉｔ　ｉ＇ｖｅ　ｗａｎｔｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｓａｙ　ｔｏ　ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ　ｗｈｉｌｓｔ　simultaneously　ｎｏｔ　ｗａｎｔｉｎｇ　ａｎｙｔｈｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｈｅｍ　ｅｖｅｒ　ａｇａｉｎ，　ｇｏ　ｆｉｇｕｒｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｈｉｎｇ　ｉ　ｗａｎｔ　ｉｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｈｉｎｇ　ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ． ｄｏｎｔ　ｗａｎｔ．

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Γᐱᕈ TΓᐱϽϽ !1-009.wav:
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staring at pets in the rain:

when i was 19 left my home and fam behind me
i never looked back and i promised i'd never say sorry
but looking back on things that's fucking childish
-not leaving home- but never taking responsibility for me.

when I as 19 ofc i fucking lied to you
i quit my job, fucked my health
took it on the chin and fixed myself
it was better than talking to you

and i'm sorry
that the son you want is not the one you got
but all i wanted was a mom to love
that didn't get angry when i told her i wanna kill myself

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released April 24, 2020
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